Lost cause? [Love again]

In my quest to find love I went on my second date... okay it wa not a date it was two friends out together. I thought it was a date though and I found out today that It was in fact uhm... two friends out together. Isn't there unwritten rules against that? Well I don't want my girlfriend if I ever get one to go around with friends on what is I don't is two friends just out and then telling the guy on the day about me because I never came up and the only reason I came up was because the guy asked. Why do girls do that?
I wasnt even dating the girl and I was stopping my looking at other girls. I was switching off my analysing mind and focusing on her and maybe that is the problem. It is great when I have someone to actually "like" me back in that way but when I get someone who is looking for a friend to just go and I don't know what then its a problem.

As an engineer wanna be I should come up with a solution. I don't wanna give up on love I believe I can still find someone who will love me back someday and we will live as happy as can be ever after. I need a plan though. SO from now on if I like a girl... wait. I will make a list of all the things that people negleted to tell me in the past namely Do you have a boyfriend. Then I will have a two minute quiz making sure that this does not happen again. That should keep me safe. I think. If it does not work well I have a lifetime I will just refine it till it works.  I can also just become a geek get myself into the golden key or whatever and be super smart virgin who can't say a word in front of girls and live happy grumpily ever after. That could work. I am sure it must be working for some guy out there. It must.

I would pefer the list thing to work though. I love attention and someone to give it to me without me asking for it would just be awesome.

Now that I think about it maybe I desrve it. Karma and all... Gee. The lone life. Now for the list of girls who I thought were flirting with me but were not. Obviously this is for my personal relief and I will not mention their names but here it is.

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S
S
L
K
M
C
R

At least there are some women in my life who don't hurt me. Maria, Nondumiso, Nomsa, Nandi AND how could I forget Esmerelda(my desktop) Gytha (to come) and Magrat (my netbook, small cute and who doesn't like her). I should smile and enjoy what I have, everything will be alaright.
damn longer than I thought it would be.
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End of the sad life that is me:-)