i have a life of cards
Let me put that another way, my life is like a house of cards. Yeah thats what I wanna say. I keep trying to build it up up but every so often someone comes along and sneezes and it all falls down. I try again i don't mind, It is my life after all. Then I get weak hands and I make it all fall down.
I have to start again.
I don't mind It is my fault after all. I try to build it and it just falls down and I don't know why. It just all falls down and i have to start again and build it up. I am 21 nothing is different. i didn't expect anything to be different but things were suppose to be different. They are all the same and I try to build my life up and it keeps falling to pieces.
I don't like the pattern sometimes and i just decide to start again so it all comes falling and I start again. I then build the same pattern because it is a stable pattern. I see designs i like sometimes and I try to copy them but they don't fit into my design and it all comes falling down and i start again.
I pick up all the pieces and start building my lifehouseofcards and i hope every time that the sun will shine and I will finally build my houselifeofcards.
ALONE I build my houseoflifecards. STILL ALONE!!
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